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Julie_Tgirl 74T
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24/4/2018 12:07 pm

L' ultimo Letto:
7/5/2018 11:52 am

Why would a man want to become a woman?

We have heard that transgender and gay can be cured by the religious folks, or so they say anyway. But can it really be cured when not knowing the cause? Many heterosexuals and all homosexuals and bisexuals don’t see anything wrong with being gay or lesbian. Were we born this way or did something happen somewhere along the line that made us the way we are? Maybe we already had a start at birth on our sexualality whatever it may be but something happened along the way to enhance and strengthen what we have become.
It has not been proven yet that what makes a man or a woman gay or bi. I mean I have known butch bull dykes that the only thing that made them genetic female is that they were born with a vagina. Other than that there was nothing feminine about them at all! They had a couple of little mounds on their chests that they did not want because they wanted to be mauline. I knew Marty who I used to date and we were in a role reversal relationship. Marty would strap on a dildo harness and fuck me in the ass cuz he wanted to be a mauline man Marty was born female but identified as a male so I will refer to Marty as he. Marty was the man and boyfriend and I was the woman and girlfriend in our unusual and different relationship, and believe me Marty could fuck as well as any natural man and also last longer than most men. Marty had a roommate named Billy and there was nothing feminine at all with either of them. They did not have a woman’s shape and had flat butts, spoke like men and wanted to be men. They dressed like men and had men’s haircuts. I have also known others like Marty and Billy who by the way were truck drivers. They were mauline all their lives.
On the other side of the coin I knew and still know males that were born more on the feminine side and nothing about them other than having a penis was mauline at all.
Some say that people are born gay and others say that somewhere along the way something happened that turned them gay. I do not know what happened with me. I was born male with a penis and testicles and when I was taught by my father, a very manly man, to be like a boy and stand in front of the toilet to pee.
Then my parents divorced when I was 6 and my mom had to work and I was left in the care of a babysitter named Ruby during the day. Things happened that Ruby made me into a little girl when I was at her house. I have already written about this a few times so I will not go too deeply into it but Ruby did change me in ways that had a long lasting and lifelong effect on me. Being made into a girl felt so right and natural for me and it seemed to come easily. I was sworn to secrecy and could not even tell my mom about our special . This went on for 2 of being a girl 5 days a week for about 7 hours a day.
When I was around 8, mom had moved in with a couple of women that she worked with to save on babysitting costs because there was always some around to watch me. Each of the women had teenage daughters and I was the only male in a female dominated household. I wanted to be of the females so I would fit in better. Mom was about the only that showed any modesty around me. I wanted to have a pussy instead of a penis. I did learn a lot from the females by just watching them. I got basics for applying makeup among other things. I don’t think they knew that I watched them like I did.
When I was 12 mom figured that I was old enough to take care of myself and she did not need babysitters anymore. She bought a small modest 2 bedrooms, 1 bath house for us. I had lots of time at home al and this was when my female desires got the best of me and I started prowling through mom’s clothes and other things while she was at work. I found clothes that I thought she did not wear too often. Actually what sparked this was mom subribed to Frederick’s of Hollywood catalogs and left them on the coffee table in the living room and I looked at them often and loved it when a new came. This was in the early 160s and back then Frederick’s was like Victoria’s Secret is now. I found panties, bras, garter belts, panty girdles and a bag with stockings that had runs in them and she would not use anymore and found things I saw in the Fredericks catalogs. I do not know if they still make these or not cuz I have not seen them around for awhile but my mom was small breasted and she sometimes used foam rubber falsies and I used those to stuff in the bra cups to give me tits. I also found dresses that she hardly wore and a blonde pageboy cut wig that I started using. There was a shoe box that had her old makeup that she did not use anymore and it had everything I needed and I latched on to that. I spent a lot of time dressed and madeup as a girl and sitting on the couch looking at the Fredericks catalogs. I found other things too and started douching and inserting tampons. When a new catalog arrived I would totally feminize myself, take a douche and insert a tampon and go view the new catalog. I felt so feminine and girlish. Mom and I were about the same size then and I could even wear her shoes and learned to walk in heels. This went on all through high hool and got to the point that I wanted to remain as a girl until she got home from work and have a talk with her but I never did and chickened out. I wanted to tell her, “Mom I am not your son but am really your daughter” and had fantasies about asking her if I could start at a new hool and start as a girl. Also when I was dolled up I had fantasies about having a boyfriend and us dating. I thought what it would be like to be taken out to a drive-in movie and after we had a hot make out session with him finger fucking me in the front seat and then my boyfriend got us in the back seat took my virginity. On dates after that I fantasized about my BF rewing me in the back seat at the drive-ins. I had thought about seeing if of the guys I knew from hool would be my boyfriend. In the summer I had just about all day at home al being a girl and I tried thinking of which boy I could approach and he could come over and I would give him some pussy on my bed but I knew he would have to rew me in the butt. That never happened because on my male side I was athletic and a good athlete and was a normal mauline boy at hool. I ed varsity baseball and football. I was afraid that if I revealed my secret side that I might get outed at hool and the worst some could be back then was a queer or a fag so I kept my secret life a secret. During football games I would look at the cheerleaders and want to be of them and I think more so than being a er. In the spring after baseball practice I would walk by the tennis courts and watch the girl’s tennis team practice. girl caught my eye; she had blond hair back in a ponytail, was cute and wore a short tennis skirt that when she bent forward dised her perfect shaped pantied bottom. I did not want to fuck her but I wanted to be her or a duplicate of her. I actually would have rather been on the girl’s tennis team other than an outfielder in baseball. I was realizing then that I was probably gay with wanting to be a girl and get fucked in the ass by a boy. Why else would I have those thoughts and fantasies.
A little later on after high hool I did serve in the military but I don’t like to think too much about that anymore. My thinking now is that of a woman.
My first apartment when I lived al I had the freedom of being a girl or young woman anytime I wanted except I did have a male job that I had to work. I worked at an upale restaurant that paid minimum wage but the tips were good did raise my standard of living. I had to start buying what I needed to be a female. My first time out in public as a female was successful and made me feel very confident because the 3 people that I encountered that night when I took a drive in my car all thought I was a real female. I did practice being a girl at home a lot by practicing my walk, mannerisms and gestures, the way I sat and had a reel to reel tape recorder (this was still in the 160s) that I practiced my female voice. Back then there were not the resources for a girl like me to take advantage of as there is now in modern times. I see now on the internet that there are so many resources for young male to female transsexuals and it is easier to get horms at a younger age.
My sexual attraction to men has always been much stronger than sexual attraction to females. Mostly when I see a sexy woman is that I want to be her or like her. I had thoughts of being rewed like a girl by a man. I wanted to lose my female (anal) virginity to a man but I knew that the man would have to fuck me in the ass. But that was ok because I already thought of my rectum being my vagina. I used it to douche and insert tampons. I slept in baby doll nighties and I would fantasize about a man rewing me in many different positions. When I would see an attractive man I would wonder how well hung he was and what it would be like to have him on top of me and inside me. I felt very submissive and knew I would be passive with a man.
Ass or butt fucking back then was commonly referred to as Greek and the partners were active (top) or passive (bottom) but now I don’t hear the term Greek used too much anymore but now people are a top or a bottom. Top meaning gets his dick sucked and penetrates and fucks while bottom is the that gets fucked and sucks dick.
I did find a man to fuck me and take my virginity. I got dolled up and was in my feminine finest to go to his place; I was very nervous on the way there but also anxious and looking forward to it. The first time did not hurt but was a bit uncomfortable and felt like there was something lodged up my ass, which there was. I could not feel him moving inside but I knew he was thrusting and I did not feel him cum inside me, which he did. Lying next to him after we fucked I could feel the wetness of his semen inside me but I did not feel him shoot it up me that time. I did get horny again feeling his wetness inside me and we did it again and this time was much better. I could actually feel his dick moving inside me like a piston. I was on the verge of cumming but couldn’t get there yet but a few weeks later I could feel him shoot his load inside. We did it a third time and it was just as good as the second time. After we were d I went to set on the toilet to drip out and as I thought about how wonderful it was going to be to be a girl as I felt the silky smooth satiny texture of semen sliding through my butthole and after I stood up and looked into the toilet and saw a lot of semen in the water. Some of it was floating and heavier gobs were at the bottom of the toilet. I had arrived there about pm and at 3am he walked me out to my car where we French kissed just like a man and a woman. He made me feel like a woman as he reached around my waist and held a butt cheek in each hand to pull me up to him. I drove home feeling very much like a woman. I went there a virgin girl and left there a well fucked woman. We made a date for the following week I went to his place again. That led to a 3 year BF/GF relationship which he was my BF and I was his GF. I was feeling very gay but in a feminine way. I became a promiuous nympho slut that loved being fucked. I told my BF that I wanted to try being gang banged and he arranged it with 2 of his friends. As they arrived I was in the bathroom making myself into a pretty and cute girl for them. All 3 men each did me twice and left me full of semen. When I was finally able to get up from the bed the cum was seeping from my well fucked hole and running down the back insides of my thighs.
So many later I’m still being a woman even after being side tracked a few times and still using tampons. In fact I have an ultra size tampon inserted up my ‘vagina’ and I squirted some water in a small bulb syringe behind it to soften and fully expand it inside me.
I do not consider myself as a gay male anymore and more like a cis woman. I do think of myself as a woman. I’m sure that all have their stories but this was mine and how I got where I am.







Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 inserzioni
24/4/2018 12:12 pm

Four for my husband and I are talking with another couple like us for a wife swap for a night.


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 inserzioni
24/4/2018 12:10 pm

Three... the most men that I have been with at one time


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 inserzioni
24/4/2018 12:09 pm

2 C cup tits


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 inserzioni
24/4/2018 12:08 pm

I nice butt