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Born a boy....but now a girl...5 A really important time of our lives and for others like me is when we transition. Since the age of 18 I have lived off and on at various times of my life as a woman. But I also had some guilt feelings along the way and went into male modes, which cost me lots of money. When I was male I was very masculine. When I was feminine I was very feminine, womanly and girlish. The fem side was stronger and that is what I wound up being. I wasted thousands of dollars when I did go into male modes by tossing all my female stuff; my dresses, bras, panties, shoes, make up, wigs, douche bags, etc. This was due to guilt feelings about being feminine and thinking of sex with men. When I was masculine I only had sex with women. When I was fem I desired sex with men. When I was male if I saw an attractive and beautiful woman I wanted to fuck her. When I was fem I wanted a man to fuck me like I was a woman. If I saw an attractive beautiful woman I wanted to be her or be like her, I was envious. Overall, I received much more pleasure and enjoyment from being fucked by a man than I did fucking a woman. Actually though I spent most of my life in the female mode and each time I went back into a female mode I had to spend a lot of money to buy all that stuff again! I have lived as woman a number of times during my life. I also had some jobs as a woman, some legit and some illegal. Just so that I could keep living as a woman, I was a whore and prostitute a few times selling my ass for butt fucking and also sucking dicks. If I did not have a legitimate legal job I would prostitute to keep living as a woman. Actually being a whore is not that uncommon for transwomen and transgender because let’s face it we have to make a living somehow. But whoring is a dangerous line of work especially for a transwoman. If the cops arrest you they take you to jail just as you are and I have heard horror stories of transwomen being put into cells with men and it did not end well. I would suggest that if a transwoman ever got into a situation like that and the cop wanted a piece of butt or his dick sucked to go along with it if he agrees to let you go afterward. If you are taken to jail and booked it is on your record. My first time as whore was working for a Dominatrix in a house of domination. I started as a maid and had to wear a maid’s uniform. That worked into me being the house anal whore and Mistress made my appointments for me and collected the money. I was a street whore on Santa Monica BLVD in L.A. in the 1980s. I do not know if that is still the ho stroll or not but there was a section for the GG prostitutes and close by was a section the tranny whores worked. Most men that came there knew what we girls really were and most wanted anal sex but some just wanted to get their dick sucked. I had been fucked in the back seats of cars, vans and campers and some men that wanted to fuck took me to a motel so we didn’t have to worry about police. More recently I was a truck stop whore, working truck stops. That was dangerous because some truckers can be assholes and did not like people like me. They seemed to be ok with GG whores but did not like tranny whores. I always passed and never had any incidents because I guess they thought I was a woman. I had my regulars that I took care of and we stayed in contact by cell phone. They would call me and let me they were coming and I would go to the truck stop and wait in my car. Most of them I knew their trucks and after they parked they would call me and I would walk across the parking lot with my heels clicking like a woman walking. My trick would let me in and take me back to his sleeper to screw me on his bunk. I was obviously a whore to those that saw me. There were also times that I had to maintain a male job for about 9 hours a day and be a female the rest of the time on my off time. I started preparing myself before I retired because this time living as a woman was going to be permanent. The day after I worked my last shift I tossed all my male clothes and anything else that was male so I would not have them anymore. All my clothes now are made for a woman to wear and I buy products made for female use. I even tossed all my specially made TG clothing because TG clothing is made for a man to wear to appear as a woman. I was going to buy and wear things made only for a woman if I was going to be a woman. I decided I was going to do this even before Husband and I got legally married thanks to same sex marriages. Since then I have went even deeper into womanhood to the point that I think of myself a woman and also think like a woman. I am a woman full time totally and 24/7/365 and have been since my retirement at the start of 2015. I do not think of myself as a male anymore at all. I have become more feminine and womanly and in love with my Husband. We have anal intercourse daily and he ejaculates inside me each time which is one of things I think makes me more feminine and womanly. Husband treats and talks to me like I’m a woman, which also helps keep me fem and feeling like a woman. So Husband does help keep me being a woman. Other things I do like douching regularly and randomly using tampons are other things that drive me deeper into womanhood. I think like a woman does. I even have desires to get pregnant. Developing my own breasts has greatly aided with my desires to be a woman. I had to pass on my chances of SRS in the past but if I could have the surgery today I would and I mean right today and this minute. Pic 1, is a transwoman in a position that I am very familiar with. It is a position that I have been in and still am placed in frequently but I’m usually naked or with very little clothing on like maybe a baby doll nightie or just a garter belt and stockings and there would be a nude man on top me with his hard dick up my ass fucking me like I’m a woman. Many men have done it to me in this position and Husband frequently does now because we are fucking like a man and a woman, me the woman of course. Pic 2, is of a girl that is obviously on HRT because she has budding breasts. She makes a cuter girl than she would a boy. If she is like most of us transwomen she takes it in the butt and also sucks dick. I wish her luck with her transition. Maybe she will go onto SRS and a full transition. Pic 3, believe it or not the cute and pretty blond woman with the big tits was really born a boy but now has transitioned. She may have completed her transition but I do not know if she is post-op or not. I have seen her on numerous transgender sites. She definitely passes as a genetic woman. HRT is obvious. Pic 4, is a group of transwomen. It shows 3 but it looks like the redhead on the right which would have made 4 got cut out. Maybe whoever took the pic is mad at her. But these were born boys and have decided to live as a woman. I have a group of friends that are similar to this and we hang out together as women. They were my bridesmaids at my wedding. A couple of them in the pic do need to do a better job with their wigs mainly the placement. Pic 5, is a genetic female. I put her in here because she is similar to me in some ways and we are built similar, except in the groin. I want to look like her down there with a cunt. If I were to ever have or had SRS I would want my own cunt to look like hers. I do envy her. We do have a similar hairstyle except I’m a redhead. We also may dress alike. I dream of having a cunt like hers.      |
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hi sweet julie ! LOVVVVVVVVED ur recent blog  i too have FOUND MYSELF going from MALE to FEMALE MODE too !! i also have an ever growing collection of LINGERIE & PANTIES & THONGS !! i recently HOSTED an OLDER CDER in my home and while he/SHE was not excatly my type ,, the sexxx was intense ! we 69ed and swapped cum filled kisses ! we also fingered and rimmed our ass/pussies ! i SHOWED HER my wardrobe ! & TOYSZ ! i guess it was the fullfilling of a FANTASY that got me soo hot and bothered ! i shaved every thing ! painted my nails and toes ! put on my big hoop earings ! then slid on my fish net stockings and crotchless panties ! my knee high boots ! i've been dying to show off my fem side with another like minded soul ! i have a married man i have been servicing since i came out of the closet in 08 ! usualy it's for just a blow job as he can never stay long or spend a nite ! not cumplaing as ilovvvvvvve his sweet cum ! any hoo , last time we had more time to spend and he finaly fucked me bareback ! mmmm i can not wait untill his next visit as will show him my dressed up fem mode ! thanks for ur blogs darling ! kisses ! RAVEN
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Again, all very informative! Thanks for sharing!
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.. You are welcome. I started doing this to make people aware that there are many more of us than people think. I see a lot of more 'girls' starting at a younger age and on HRT. There more parents seeming to realize that instead of a son they actually have a daughter and allow HRT at younger ages. The earlier they get started on HRT the more benefit they get from it. I have heard that PVC pipe and similar emits estrogen into our drinking water. Most plumbing for our water supplies is PVC and plastic pipe. Maybe that is why we are now coming out in great numbers now. Another thing is that I want to show people what great lengths some go to,to be like a woman. Some transwomen are absolutely gorgeous.
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